Imagine. a train. one of them old fashion ones with a locomotive.

now imagine you're digging a tunnel through a mountain. and you've been digging for two years. that's me.

and the train is coming, high speed, and now its so close its also doing that whistling sound, on top of the chug-chuging. and that's putting you more on the edge...the whistle.

and you're digging and you havent finished the tunnel but you'v managed to make a small dent to other side, or somehow you've made this picture in your head of what's it like on the other side and you cant wait to get there. you're pretty much DESPERATE to get to the other side by now.

but you're still digging, frantically digging, digging digging digging

im carp at writing blogs. but i was listening to an audio and it mentionned something

this life is not abt entertainment/enjoyment. that's wat the next life is abt. this life is abt getting to the next life. but that doesnt mean you cant enjoy yourself while trying to get there.

everything is abt getting there. some of it might be enjoyable. some of it might not. i liked that idea.

Its not going ot be anything article worthy. just a quick thought i had today.

why would you EVER date a guy in secondary school or college?!

they are soooo not worth it.

they're stinky, weird, sport crazy, acne ridden, did i mention stinky? they talk weird, they eat...no word to describe it. and MORE IMPORTANTLY. they are FRICKING BROKE!

its beyond me why any girl would date a guy still in school.

let girls be girls and develop into awesome girls. let boys be boys, get some confidence, some height, some muscles, lose the spots, learn to speak (again) and get a job.

then in uni or whatever let them meet and be happy. married.

i think im going to TRY to go dormant for the next two months. i dont know how that's going to work out but im going to miss y'all.

especially all our cute lil newbies!

Me and Hummus and GD and... oh that's it. well y'all feel like an actual team but there's only three of you!

well, after exam we'll have fun coz Nasheedgirl said she's coming back inshaaAllah. you three are going to like her i think. She's fun like you.

and there's also Valkyrie and Lioness of Allah. If they come back you lot are going to take over loool

who defines those except yourself?

if you got offended by my previous sig. abt adults being the ennemy. that means you consider yourself an adult? that means you DID fall in that category. I had that sig well after i turned 18. do i consider myself an adult? no.

an adult is someone who never questions that maybe THEY are wrong. who always sees the wrong in others and never give people a chance. who are stubborn in their way and dont want to change.

and loads of other stuff. that i cant be bothered to post right now.

adults suck. exceptions apply. like anything.

Assalaamu'alaikoum!

just wanted some advice on buying an mp3.

How much memory would be needed to put the whole Quran? for half of it?

any suggestions of mp3? i need something sturdy but not too "posh looking". its for my sis. she still got 2 years in secondary school.

Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds,
The Beneficent, the Merciful.
Owner of the Day of Judgment,
Thee (alone) we worship; Thee (alone) we ask for help.
Show us the straight path,
The path of those whom Thou hast favoured. Not (the path) of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray.
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All the compliments, prayers and good things are due to Allah.
Peace be upon you, O prophet and Allah's mercy and Blessing be on you.
Peace be on us and on the true pious devotees of Allah.
I testify that none has the right to be worshipped but Allah and I testify that Muhammad is His slave and His Messenger.

...yet we dont even realise it.

What do you know of it?
Ever seen someone have a "grand mal"/huge seizure?
Do you know of anyone on the medication? do they work? are they worth it?
what would you do if you had epilepsy, would you take the meds? even though they dont cure just TRY and control?

feel free to ask any other questions, lets talk about epilepsy.

at the end of the day, they love you.

however hard it is to believe sometimes. it's true.

and because of that. i have to pull myself together.

so here i was being totally spaztic talking about taking over various things...

then