Shaytaan's messing with my thoughts -_-
So it's that time of year again! :D... No not winter, christmas and SALES but Hajj, sacrifices and EID 
My parents just mentioned going on hajj and stuff which reminded me of something. Couple of years ago my parents mentioned that we might all go to Umrah.
My immediate thoughts:
OMG i'm not ready! i can't go yet!
What if i don't *feel* the spirtualness, the closeness, the awe, the love
What if i just can't concentrate?!
What do i tell mum and dad, though? I can't say I don't want to go
:S
We didn't end up going.
But I now realise, that was all just Shaytaan putting me off from going. Whispering in my ear. Trying to create fear by using one of my greatest fears.



