Its quite scary to be honest...
losing yourself...one weird expression wouldnt you agree? i mean, you right there! flesh, bones, brains, how can you "loose yourself"?
but anywhow..im not going to add ANOTHER unanswerable question to my list...
this is the way i feel. I just dont know what i stand for, where i stand, why,
I've said a few times here that "i like the me now" well actually...i cant remember what is it about me i like =/ i havent started hating myself, but it feels like if i dont remember whats so good about me soom then i will [start hating myself]
oh...one scary thought...right here... [up there]
im thinking its the whole NEW thing. Everything is NEW, new friends, new school, new routine. I'm guetting lost in it all! (this sounds so silly...)