">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=lWvhXPmWjQo]

Thanks to Noor for asking me to find this. I actually like it. Shocking.

(and before you ask - I have no idea what most of it means.)

">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=KDDEozxtX3I]

">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=ttG0r4oR7a4]

">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=mRp8dHL1deE]

">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=tOXPownkAcQ]

">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=t5osk2toY1E]

Just another video from Youtube...
">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=DSzn7XLLM7c]

">http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=SQmbq_YXp8s]

Seraphim wrote a long time ago in response to my freedom to fail blog post:

But to say "lets not do anything, lets not even participate" is to say im afraid to loose something at risk of gaining nothing.

Is that true?

For many years I have disliked competing against people. My self justification was that it was unfair on others (elitist and condescending all in one!). Even is sport where I did not excel, I preferred to have the handicap of being in a weaker team and even then I would not use some tactics as "they would ruin the game for others".

and then there is life where the occasional choice of actions can cause metaphorical paralysis.