I am not known to understand those very well. actually im not even sure if that statement is correct. i usually look into things too much, or too little, i feel things strongly (i think.. i thought..i did...) but i also like to understand everything, to narrow things down to their basics and solve things like that. I like to think of why and how does it work.

then there's feelings, emotions. Those invisible threads that connect us. and they BAFFLE me. something invisible can cause SUCH ... ~THINGS! *waves around at the world*

i m just gobsmacked, i cnt get my head around it but it's there, even though i can't see it, i can see the results of it. emotions exists and they make us do ALL sorts of things and some of those things are pretty big and important but to think that those decisions are based on something invisible just throws me off.

keeps life interesting though, because hey, im not feelingless, i see it in myself, i do things and when i think about why, it comes down to those invisible threads and ...what else is there to do but smile and be in wonder?

just one thing though, feelings are invisible, makes sense why they are so easily influenced and changeable. makes sense. i just take that as a fact of life. somethign invisble cant be that well grounded, however BIG and IMPACT-Y the show of them are.

where the heck do feelings even reside. that's a question i wouldnt mind not knowing the answer to actually... keeps a little "magic" in our life.

i can just see those threads connecting people. different thicknesses and stuff.

it's not a well thought out blog, because its not a well thought out thought. and im tired. i'll probably edit this. one long blog a night i reckon.