i know you're not here yet but you'll hear this,
death is defnite so don't don't fear it,
When i'm gone don't do as i did, do as i say,
Your life is a test so do it your own way,
I wasn't perfect, never think that i was,
Every move that i made, i did it beacause,
well i don't know with hindsight you might tell me,
or someday someone out there might realise and bell me,
But i don't know yet so say the storys begun,
May not be as important as the daily rise of the sun,
But what i read on it's pages i think that its done,
cus truth is well, all this writing was it written for fun?
Logic don't apply, so really why they telling me?
I'm a human not an object so you won't be selling me,
Materialisms one disease disguised as another,
Not a day goes by without tears for my brother,
But i guess time will be cure to pain deep inside,
I don't know where i'm going but theres nowhere to hide,
tryina make sense of these things by writing a rhyme,
Maybe in my words you'll find a sign,
I'm not a role model its the way that i paved,
But I want you to learn from all the mistakes that i made,
I'm positive now, but don't think i've never bin the opposite,
Some days for me the best option wasn't bothering,
Now i stand to fight, cus theres things i wana do,
I know your not here yet but theres things i wana prove,
Lifes not long soon i'll be laying in my grave,
So really why the hell have i bin wasting my days?
One thing that i really wana say is look after youself,
& if i'm gone before your time then take care of yourself,
Cus nobody out there will trulyunderstand your pain,
& at the hardest times they'll take another lane,
Bieng on your own may be hardest to face,
But really theres another thing i must say,
Learn to respect yourself in order for others to do the same,
cus even if you don't others see it as a game,
Play with a heart cus, really it doesnt matter,
Build things up to watch a beautiful dream shatter.
I never really understood why things for me are as they are,
And to this day i dont get why they were taken so far,
& i don't truly beleive that i understand myself,
Or that a human biengs worth is determined by its wealth,
Or that in the end my life will deteriorate to nothing,
Or that even my last breath will determine anything,
But i guess lifes a beautiful struggle & im tryina help,
just remember in the end just to value yourself,
I know your not here, will you ever be?
will there be a day when you sit down to remember me,
will my life be a story that you'll forever read,
will i leave at a point where your proud of me?
I'll do my best & when your here, maybe you can tell,
But everythings within, the outsides a shell,