I can't seem to be able to get excited...

about GCSE results...

or college for that matter.

whats wrong with me?

maybe its because i dont have the energy to "excite" myself. or maybe its still too early and i will later on?

Results day 24th of august, 10am.

i cant even remember what weekday it is..

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I know what you mean!

I mean i don't feel anything, never mind excited :S

everyone else is feeling, anxious, nervous, worried, scared, excited but i feel nothing.

Results day is Tuesday.

"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi

tuesday it is then.
my friends want to all meet up so as not to go in by ourselves. i was imagining myself strolling in, by myself, half asleep but ohh well...

so i have to go pick this one up, then get this one and meet up with that one and then all make our way to the school hall. which is... somewhere...

maybe its a blessing from Allah? for the religious people, not to feel worried or anything?
or maybe we'll have a heart attack when we get our --- results?

WHY DO I FEEL NOTHING?

or maybe its because im concentrating on other things? like Ramadan?

Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?

Question is do you care about what happens next? If yes then are you nervous? If no then maybe you're confident and relaxed, but on the day you MIGHT feel different.

“Before death takes away what you are given, give away whatever there is to give.”

Mawlana Jalal ud Din Rumi

Lilly wrote:
tuesday it is then.
my friends want to all meet up so as not to go in by ourselves. i was imagining myself strolling in, by myself, half asleep but ohh well...

same here, i guess its better than going with my parents!

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maybe its a blessing from Allah? for the religious people, not to feel worried or anything?
or maybe we'll have a heart attack when we get our --- results?

WHY DO I FEEL NOTHING?

or maybe its because im concentrating on other things? like Ramadan?

i dunno [doubt its about concentrating on ramadhan, for me though; i felt like this before ramadhan anyway]

The Lamp wrote:
Question is do you care about what happens next? If yes then are you nervous? If no then maybe you're confident and relaxed, but on the day you MIGHT feel different.

Ofcourse i care, i don't want to get rubbish grades. But I think the reason i'm not not worried is because i don't have a career in mind, i don't NEED to get a certain number of A's/A*'s etc, nor do i expect them. I'm expecting like mainly Bs, 2 C's maximum and maybe, a few A's.[i'm gna get A's in my BTEC subjects, i've already been told but apart from that i don't know] I don't think thats getting my hopes up or anything, i'm comfortable with that so i'm not too fussed. If i get worse that that, if i get more than the 2 C's that im expecting or get anything lower than that, i will cry.

But yeah, more than likely, i will feel different on the day.

"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi

LOL! Bless! Wink
Nah, Inshallah you'll do well!

“Before death takes away what you are given, give away whatever there is to give.”

Mawlana Jalal ud Din Rumi

LOL at your "lol, bless"

thanks, duas please! Smile

"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi

wouah feef!! going from not caring to crying??!

yeah..maybe its because i dont have a career in mind anymore, or dont know what i want to do anymore..
But they ARE so GCSE's i enjoyed and therefore would love to get good grades in. Maybe its because, i worked my best for them, so now its all up to "my best" and i cant really do much about it right?
If i hadnt done "my best" in the exams, maybe iwould feel different.
maybe i didnt do my best, but i kidded myself into thinking i did, hence the peacefulness (if you can call it that)

have you noticed how that little "shift+8" next to an A creates ecstasy in hearts? and makes everything seems so much brighter and beautiful?

Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?

Lilly wrote:
wouah feef!! going from not caring to crying??!

LOL i can't explain it like i said i'm just not fussed as long as i get what i think i will get, if you get what i mean?

Lilly wrote:

But they ARE so GCSE's i enjoyed and therefore would love to get good grades in. Maybe its because, i worked my best for them, so now its all up to "my best" and i cant really do much about it right?
If i hadnt done "my best" in the exams, maybe i would feel different.
maybe i didnt do my best, but i kidded myself into thinking i did, hence the peacefulness (if you can call it that)

Masha'Allah, maybe that is the reason. You know you have nothing to worry about! Insha'Allah you will get what you deserve for your hard work! Wink Biggrin
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have you noticed how that little "shift+8" next to an A creates ecstasy in hearts? and makes everything seems so much brighter and beautiful?

Urgh, they're so over-rated Blum 3 [joke, id love to get one of those! but then again if i know i've tried my best and still get anything lower than that then i'll still be happy]

"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi

i know what you mean, no worry. hey! i might be the first one to cry! (hopefully not :S)

you seem to have ignored the "kidded myself into believing i did my best". which might be the truest version...

ohh no, that Shift+8 is pretty cool. as i did my best, i hope i get at least 1.

Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?

Good Luck with the results....
and stop thinking about it!!

After that stupid mathematical mistake im officially so, SO scared Sad

"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi

HOW CAN YOU BE SCARED! plus its JUST maths...
and it was back in MAY and we're in AUGUST okay, knowledge gets lost i nthe process. and anyway, maths GCSE is like HARD stuff, and us new generation we're good at hard stuff. Easy stuff is hard. So thou shalt not worry!

Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?

LOOK yeahhhhh, i am a disgrace to all asians out there. i did foundation maths and if i don't get my C, it's not gna be "just maths" its gna be the end of my life!

yh fine im exaggerating about the end of life, but even you can agree that it would be BAAAAAAAD!

"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi

just a teeeny bit bad. nowt to worry about. its just maths and if you fail it, you can always redo it, and you fail it again (god forbid) you can always redo it.

no big.

not worth the worry.

Blum 3

you can beat me up now.

Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?

just think by this time tomorrow its all over Wink

 

can we have a countdown?
12hours and about 5mins to go!!
Biggrin

the suffering of others is enough for me. I feel there is too much suffering, hence i sacrifice myself to not suffer. No need to thank me.

Is it true? Is it kind? Is it necessary?

Lilly wrote:

the suffering of others is enough for me. I feel there is too much suffering, hence i sacrifice myself to not suffer. No need to thank me.

awesome

"How many people find fault in what they're reading and the fault is in their own understanding" Al Mutanabbi